🔗 Share this article Excruciating Agony: A Personal Struggle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. Then came rapid jolts, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting. The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to three hours. Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods. What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free. Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home. Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital. Still, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility. Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads. Historical medical records propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a European physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only formally classified by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder explain this. In 1998, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered. Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his symptoms. Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased. Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals. But leading specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals. The official guidance need updating to reflect a